27 November 1839
adams-john10 Neal Millikan
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27. IV:30. Wednesday.

Elizabeth C. Adams

Boston— Stonington. Steamer Narragansett.

The morning till noon was absorbed in preparations for departure— Elizabeth C. Adams came to bid us a kind farewell. My son came out from Boston, with supplies to save me the mortification of having to borrow a five dollar bill to enable me to reach Washington with my family as happened in 1836— We took an early dinner, and leaving the house in charge of Mr and Mrs Kirk at half past one P.M departed from Quincy, in Gillett’s omnibus—in company named in the margin.

John Quincy Adams Mrs Louisa Catherine Adams Mrs. Mary Catherine Adams Mary Louisa Adams Mary Elizabeth Estelle Cutts Mrs Eleanor Goods Thomas Dumphy. Mary Wentworth Jeremy Leary.

The vacant space can only be filled in Heaven— Departure from home for long distances of time and space is always a bitter draught for me— This time it was the wormwood and the gall— The memory of the past weeks, and the prospect of the coming months were clouded with sorrow and gloom. There were many anxieties in the journey itself before me, and forebodings of nothing good to follow— The conscious Sentiment of my own utter helplessness, oppresses me by day and haunts me by Night, for which my only resource is to frequent and fervent and importunate prayer to the being who has hither to preserved my life, and crowned it with unnumbered blessings; forever blessed be his name!— My Son left his horse and chaise in charge of Kirk, and accompanied us into Boston— We came to the Rail-way depot a quarter before 3. a full hour too soon. At 3. a train of Cars started for Providence with Passengers who were to take the Steamer Narragansett there and go round Point Judith.— There was yet an hour of waiting during which, I walked to Mr James H. Foster’s and took leave of Louisa C. Smith, who appeared to be and said she was quite recovered in health— Of the rest of the family I saw only Louisa Foster.— On returning to the Cars I found Mr Abbott Lawrence, and Mr Leverett Saltonstall members of H.R.U.S. from Boston and Salem were going with us.— P. P. F. Degrand and Dr George Parkman, were there to bid us farewell; and Charles’s two elder Sons John Quincy and Charles Francis, who with their father saw us off.— At 4 we started, and as we whirled along by the blue hills a beautiful Sunset in the opposite direction, after a cloudy day, and followed by a deepening crimson twilight, cheered me as with an auspicious omen, which I hailed with grateful joy.— We reached Stonington about 9. P.M and embarked in the Steamer Narragansett— But my wife was quite unwell and Mrs. John Adams very ill.

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