14 September 1838
adams-john10 Neal Millikan Family Residences (Adams Family) Health and Illness
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14. III:15. Friday

Jackson Francis Loring Ellis Gray Bancroft George Smith Smith Lunt Revd. W. P Mrs Lunt Greenleaf E. Price

The weight of years presses me down with constantly growing aggravation, and trifling causes of excitement multiply upon me, which in the prime of life I should not even have felt— Worn out with fatigue by two successive almost sleepless Nights, I took to my bed last Evening before the stroke of the Curfew bell— There was then a feeble radiation of Northern light— About midnight I awoke and looking out at the Eastern window in front of my bed saw a light surpassing that of a full moon, and which I took first for the morning dawn within a quarter of an hour of the Sun’s rising— But I slept again till a quarter past three, when Sirius, was half an hour risen— I brought out Bode’s Uranographia from my closet, laid him on my bed and found the position of Procyon which I had forgotten— Renewed also my acquaintance with Betelgeuse, Bellatrix and Rigel, the three brightest stars of Orion— Then dressed—visited my plantations; finished my Letter to William Ladd, and made up some documents for the Post-Office— Charles went to Boston, and returned home to dine— His house in Boston was broken open, and rifled on Tuesday Night, as that of Edward Miller had been a few Nights before— The same treatment has been experienced by about twenty houses within the last Month and the City authorities slumber over it as quietly as if no such thing had happened— Soon after dinner I had visits from Mr Francis Jackson and Mr Ellis Gray Loring, whose special object was to have a Portrait of me taken, for a company of Gentlemen in Boston—and they requested me to sit for that purpose, to a young promising Portrait Painter from New-York named Page; to which I consented— Mr Loring is to give me notice of the time and place, which is proposed to be next week at some house in Boston— They were succeeded by Mr Bancroft the Collector of the Customs at Boston, with two young men by the name of Smith, who came to take me by storm for a Lecture to the Lyceum.— Bancroft always an egregious flatterer so beplastered me with praise, and the intense desire there was to see and hear me in Boston, that I scarcely knew how either to keep my temper, or to resist his importunities. I finally made a sort of conditional promise to attend a meeting of the Lyceum, some day in October— I understand this anxious desire to see and hear me, is something like the Passion of a crowd, to see an Execution— There is no good will to me in any party at Boston— I 602I am obnoxious to them all; and to the last gasp of my life am doomed to hold my course in opposition to them all— These gentlemen all took tea here. And we had evening visits from Mr and Mrs Lunt and from E. Price GreenleafMrs Smith and Mary dined with Abby, and they all spent the Evening at Mrs T. B. Adams’s— My tongue, mouth and throat continue ulcerated, and my taste nearly gone—

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John Quincy Adams, , , The John Quincy Adams Digital Diary, published in the Primary Source Cooperative at the Massachusetts Historical Society: